Isn't it true that everything in life comes with a price? A price that you have to pay once you made up your mind to do it. Is your heart ready to give up certain things that matters dearly?

I have to say, it is not easy to pay the price. It may cause your relationships with your love ones... your work... things that you hold dearly. Once you made the decision, there is no turning back. Everything in life will change.

Friends have become strangers. That causes heart pain. The time that you have invested all gone to the drain. I wonder why? Aren't they suppose to stand by your side?

The things that I have spoken have hurt them real bad. Maybe it is me... Even though they will still love me, I knew in my heart nothing is the same anymore. The closeness that we had is no longer there. Heart aches... How I wish I can cry so hard and let the pain goes. Each time I cry... I will feel better.